Nightmares

Soooo... I've been having nightmares in the last few weeks. One of the most horrific ones involved my friend making out with some random guy. I woke up in sweat when the guy started to lick his way down towards my friend's cock. Then the second dream also involved that same friend, which I would just like to state for the record that I would never want to see him naked! He proposed to me, and his best friend "L" started to cry because he was heartbroken when my friend left him for me. Then after I rejected my friend, "L" leaped into my friend's arms, but was once again rejected. They both cried and my friend morphed into another "L."

That was the three most horrific nightmares I've had lately, but today I had two nightmares. The first nightmare was about a chinese vampire, a daoist priest, a rich government official, and myself (servant). The government official wanted to usurp the throne by hiring a daoist priest to control a vampire to kill the king. Before he knew it the daoist priest wanted to nurture the vampire and it went out of control. The vampire killed the government official, and the daoist priest ran. I witnessed what happened, and I ran for my life. I ran through a bilion doors. It just never seem to stop, and I was incredibly fearful that after the vampire fed on the government official, he would then come after me. He could sense my breathing. I finally got outside where there was sunlight, but I was curious if the vampire had killed the government official. I went back inside the house, and I could hear the vampire jump down from the second floor. That's when I ran outside into the sunlight, and ran to my aunt's house which was nearby. Then I woke up from my dream.

The other nightmare was about my friend "J." He was cheated on yesterday night by his so called "boyfriend." I felt so empathic for him because I had gone through that same pain last year when I was cheated on. He vented to me at 3:00-4:00 A.M., and he told me that he felt so empty. He was so hurt that his feelings were numb. Then after he vented he went to sleep. In my dream, I saw him getting cheated on by his boyfriend. I felt so bad for him, and to witness it made it more intense.

I've also been having dreams about spiders. I walked into this abandoned warehouse, and I kept walking up the stairs, which have about 10-20 floors. The inside of the warehouse and the stairs are all dark brown wood. There are plenty of spiders and I killed a lot of daddy long legs. Once I came toward the middle of the warehouse. The farther I came the more poisonous the spiders were. At one point, black widows were attacking me and they were about a feet long. I only had a broom in my hands and I just kept hitting and smashing them nonstop, but it felt like it was a neverending process.

I've also been thinking about Jason in and out in the last two days, but it seems like I miss him since our anniversary is coming up on November 4th. These thoughts doesn't do anything for me. I don't feel like I love him or sad because of him. They're just there.