First Day

Sometimes life throws you a curve ball, and you just have to figure out how to catch it.

Lately my life's been just fine, but I'm still not satisfied with what I have. Call me greedy, but I want more in life than just "success."

I'm successful at my school and my work, but I feel that I haven't achieved my goal in life. I'm not completely happy with my relationship life. Ive been seeing Jin since July, and our relationship have been excelling steadily. I've been always been in fast moving relationships so it has not been easy for me.

I am a dominating, controlling, and an over-achieving person. I want the best boyfriend out there. I want to excel pass any expectation I have for myself. I want to graduate at the top of my class to prove my superiority. I am on the road to these accomplishments, and I feel like I'm half-way there. I lack patience, sensitivity, and appreciation because I'm always occupying myself with new projects that I never tend to take my time to appreciate what I have already.

My model is, "Get over it!" If you're my friend and you're being a little bitch to me and telling me your problems then I'm going to have to tell you to get the fuck over it! I don't have the time to babysit anyone. I don't have the patience to hear your drama you call your life. I don't like to be affectionate unless it's with my boyfriend. Don't expect me to hold back. I'm a jerk... Accept it or move on. I don't care. Love me or hate me, that's just how I am.