Weekly Events

So I haven't wrote anything for about a week and I'm soooo sorry! I would like to do some self-reflection on my own time but I've been focusing too much on Jin, school and work.

Lately, I haven't had any fight with Jin except one two nights ago. Actually, it was just a disagreement. I wanted him to study until his eyes bleed but he thought I was too extreme. I'm a communist what can I say? We've been very lovey & dovey but there's some people in the way.

The first person is his god brother Jin (same name). His god brother is 27 years old and single. He's been talking to several people but he's really confused about his sexuality. He has a 'bottom' personality but he's talking to this girl. I don't really understand why he would just plan for a tragedy like this. He is coming to New York on December 24th and that would ruin my trip to New York because he's been an objection in our relationship since July. I don't like him and he doesn't like me. The end.

The second person is Paul. Paul has been flirting with me and I haven't really put a stop to it because that's just how he's always spoken to me. How do you tell someone to talk differently when that's their personality? I could have a soft spot for him but who knows? He called me tonight and spoke to me about what dates & boyfriends meant to him. For some reason, it seem like he was directing them towards me but I might just play dumb until things are more clear.

My friends Mr J and Mrs J both have been studying for their midterms. Mrs J love her boyfriend and just wants to enjoy the happiness of the relationship but ignoring the issues. Mr J has been talking to me every night but has been a meanie pants. I will donkey punch him when I see him. You know who you are!

Okay, guess this is the end of the blog. Hopefully, I'll update my blogs when I'm not dying from lost of sleep.